My blog on this:
Indeed, it's all beyond me. It was far easier (and it wasn't easy at all) to write about it in story form than it is to talk about it in an explanatory mode. An explanation is too much in the “about” mode to capture living changing dynamic “processes” (i.e., humans living, growing, and changing)—“it must be lived.” Stories and narratives add to living by enlarging and granting new experiences, thoughts, emotional reactions, and by creating and strengthening desires of the will. Writing this story certainly did that and more for me. I hope that reading it will expand your living space and enrich your living.
“It is perfectly true, as philosophers say, that life must be understood backwards. But they forget the other proposition, that it must be lived forwards.” ― Søren Kierkegaard
“Ye cannot know eternal reality by a definition. Time itself, and all acts and events that fill Time, are the definition, and it must be lived.” from The Great Divorce by C. S. Lewis Copyright © 1946 by Macmilland Publishing Co., Inc.